i'm too fly to be depressed. WRONG!

hey readers, i'm survive. who ever that punch me in my face and kick me at my cute boncit perot. fuck you man. i wasnt staring at your girl. i was calling the mamak to take my order. stupid grown up guys. if i have personalities like you. i would hang myself in my girlfriend bedroom. SAKIT TAU TAK??!! okay, enough talking bout that. school was great. my hand was hurting like shit. homework is like mount everest or some shit like that. gampang banyak. no band practice tomorrow. so sad. i just want to show my new cadence to them. but no practice due to cuti umum i guess. life is great!

to all my friends and homies, i just want to say that i'm really sorry that i've hurt you guys a lot. i'm very sorry. like always, sorry is never enough. hope we'll stay friends for a long time. and to this someone, i hope you're reading this. i just opened your tmblr website thingy. i'm touched with some of the pictures you put in there. and there's one picture that says ALL THE MOMENTS WILL BE LOST IN TIME, LIKE TEARS IN THE RAIN. i hope you know who you are. and maybe you're thinking that i have move on from the past and forget about you. but guess again, i'm not. i'm still here. thinking, caring, crying and looking for you all day. sometimes i felt like i still have you, sometimes i felt like i lost you, sometimes i love you and sometimes i just like you. hate?? there's a lot of more bad things you need to do if you want me to hate you. it's been a month i've been trying to move on. but it get's harder and harder day by day. i realize that i don't know how to act so i can't get it back maybe cause i don't want it back. once again, i'm so sorry to you ... APOLOGY


-ajiemjongs

wonderful but painful TT-TT

hey, it's me again.duh, who else could it be -.- i'm currently punching myself right now for being so stupid. can anyone change that? hope so. i really don't know what to do now. feeling so useless like always. maybe i should go and jump off the kl tower and came back alive. fuhh, that would be great if i can do that kind of stuff. but, i'm too lame for extreme stuff. and it's just an "angan-angan".tomorrow i got to go to school in the beautiful morning. then, got art class after school's end. and then, i got band practice. life is so wonderful but painful. i am very the focking hungguray right now. my tummy sounds like O'an (abang kocat) drifting in my tummy. i don't know what to eat. to lazy to cook for myself. maybe i'll just take an apple for "alas perut". now, i want to continue punching myself. goodbye

Love Story

Love story. So damn interesting if you ask me.

Boy: Baby we need to talk..

Girl: Kyle, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up..

Girl: What? Whats wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I dont want to hurt you baby

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me, I love him so much..

Boy: Baby are you there?

Girl: Yeah, im here, what's so important?

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say..

Girl: Well you already brought it up, so please, just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving..

Girl: Baby what are you talking about? I dont want you to leave me, i love you..

Boy: Not like that, I mean, I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well my father is sending me away to a boarding school, far away.

Girl: I can't believe this..

Father: ERIKA, what did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn, phone! *He hangs up*

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go..

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but i cant... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me.

Boy: It's okay, I understand I guess..

Girl: *Thinks to herself.*
I can't believe whats going on..

Boy: I need to give you something tonight because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: okay, I'll meet you there in twenty minutes.

(They meet, and he hands her a note)

Boy: Here you go, this is for you, but I gotta go.

Girl: *tear*

Boy: Baby dont cry, you know I love you.. But I have to leave..

Girl: Okay..

(They go home, and she reads the note)

And it said;

Erika,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch, and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, or be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving, I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch, you never did anything right, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I'll never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much. I will not be talking to you soon bitch. Goodbye..
- Kyle

(She cry's, and cry's, then throws the note away)

--A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.Then she gets a phone call--

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just can't believe this happend, I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh.. About that. Kyle left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something.

Girl: Uh. Alright.

(She find's another note, in it, it says;)

Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your father might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= Will

I hope you didn't take that seriously, because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go, thats why I wanted you to run away with me..

-Kyle


Girl: Oh my God. It's a letter, Kyle does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket, when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!

Friend: *giggles* Okay. Well I gotta go, talk to you later.

Girl: Okay, bye. I'll be at home waiting for him to call me!

*Erika turns the T.V. on*

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors- this is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80. It was on its way to an all boys boarding school.." Reporter says.

(She turns off the TV, and three days later, kills herself. Of the fact that Kyle is dead, and she has nothing else to live for)

-A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a message.-

"Its Kyle, I guess your not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if you got scared, I promise to make it up to you, everything will be okay, I love you so much.. Call me as soon as possible. Bye, love.


Btw i cried when i read this

chocolate love

hey manusia,

same old lazy me feeling lazy to write this blog. someone wants me to write a new post. so, here it is. it's been a week since school started. there's no problem so far in school. feeling lucky to be in the 5th class. got 4 new subject which is economy, account, add math and art. i don think im gonna do well but i'll try. like last year, i've joined school marching band. there's a meeting for band. everything went well. but at one point, i was shock. i almost face my death that time. i was shock after the teacher annouce that ajam is the drum major for this year. dont get me wrong, im not shock because ajam being the drum major. i was shocked because she siad there is a place for second drum major. i was like "eh, tahun lepas ajam sorang je drum major. asal ada dua pulak" i thought maybe ijol or syafiq or aizat the second drum major. but it turn out to be me -..- i'm very the lame person. so, i want to say that im sorry to all my bandmates before i do something wrong to you guys. wish me good luck :D

haiyo maio

hell-low people, this morning i went to school to take my damn result. i was with aan, irfan, and kocai. well, we get there a bit early cuz i want to send my text book back. we supposed to be there at 10, but who cares right. i was waiting for maio at the school. but she was actually at the hospital watching over her grandma. she said she'll come a bit late. i wish i could wait but my grandma already "bersilat" in my house waiting for me to tell her the result. i was happy actually cuz i thought i was gonna get 4 e's or some shit like that. but it turn out to be no e's for me. hahaha take that you stupid exam paper. you'll never bring me down HAHAHAHAHA (evil laugh). i've told both of my parents about my result. i guess they're ok with it. hope so.

btw sorry maio, i had to get home :'( see ya another time

SEKIAN LAMA

bapak lama seiyh x post blog karena kemalasan yang teramat sangat. xde bende nak buat. yang ada pown computer gampang ni. sedang menunggu ps2 daripada ibu. yeah i know, aku ni loser. orang da pakai xbox 360, aku baru nak terhegeh hegeh beli ps2. asalkan x bosan duduk rumah. nak practice drum, malas la pulak. apahal lah aku nie, da dekat 4 bulan practice x berkemajuan juga. btw result pmr keluar besok. babi betol, naek beruban bulu ketiak aku tunggu result. kan best kalau boleh amek result awal gila. xyah nak tnggu2, babi buat cuak je. sampai di sini sahaja untuk hari ini. kalau jari aku gatal2 nak tulis nanti, aku tulis la. chalo amigos

THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT

hey people..u know the movie twilight??hahah yeah that Robert Pattinson guy movie..damn that movie was so fcking damn great..actually, before i watch that movie..i thought it was some stupid superhero movie..with that edward guy flying around in the movie trailer..i was like "mengarot ah citer nie"..hahah but now after i watch that twilight movie..i was in love to that movie..i really love that movie because the story was so damn cool..like for an example, there was a scene when Bella (awek Edward) went to some place to buy a ritual book just to find out is it true that the Edward guy is a vampire or not..after she bought that ritual book, she was on her way to meet her friends..on her way to meet her friends, there was a bunch of drunk guys came to her..the guys was like "cik adik nak pegy mana??" and all the gatal2 words la..then suddenly there was a car speeding its way towards Bella..i was wondering who the heck is in that car..rupa2nya Edward..hahaha and then he came out of the car and said "Bella, get in the car!"..all the drunk guys was so afraid of Edward..padahal Edward tu sorang je, yang si bodoh mabuk tu ramai..i dont know what did Edward do to those guys untill they was so afraid of him..cool isn't it right??hahah but the true reason why i like that movie is because of Edward being so protective to Bella..i wish i could be like Edward..like seriously, you guys should watch that movie :)